You ever have those days where you just feel like a complete witch (not the word I mean to use, but I'm still a little too proper to spell it out here on the web)? Well, that was me today. I don't know how you react to things, but when I know I'm not in a great mood, the last thing I want to be is around people. I can barely stand my own company let alone someone else's. Am I that horrible of a person? No, but I'm human and thus, I'm flawed.
Do I know what made me upset? Yup. What it something to be that upset about? Probably not, but I couldn't shake my head around it. When it stares you in the face for a whole day, it's kind of hard to shake.
On top of it all, I am my own worst enemy. I'll think about things, analyze things until I go nuts. I'm not feeling nuts anymore, but I also know that I haven't let go. I'm not good at letting go. I'm not a great person that way. I hold grudges, even resentments. That's a really bad side of me...something I know I need to continue to work on...in the meantime, I'm gonna take my feelings to the bathtub...a nice soak might be just the start of turning things around.
About Me
- Julie
- Sometimes you're given lemons, and you just have to decide that you'll make lemonaide. That's kind of my motto. See the positive, find the joy, and if you get a chance to laugh, grab it. Get creative and don't be afraid to make a fool of yourself. Learn to laugh at yourself 'cause if you can't, then you should get off the boat. Life is too hard to take it seriously all the time.
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